Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.

 

So i really did managed to wake up on time for training. I was so glad about it like seriously. And after all those sessions that i've missed for the past weeks, i can feel that my touches and crosses are all gone. Ohmyfuck, really need to train more to get those back! Haha, recently i found myself eating all day long, just take for example, today i ate fastfood for my breakfast, lunch and dinner. At this rate, i'll soon become the next Shindong, haha kidding, he is way more popular and talented than me. So see ya guy for the next post. Pretty redundant post. Peace out.

Live for today because yesterday are over and tomorrow may never come.

It's 2.30am and fyi i've got football training tmr. Argh, i really got to get back on track on what time i should sleep before school starts. I am all screwed up, everything. Because of all those late nights, my face getting shaggier and i've barely enough rest. For now, i just hope that i could wake up for tmr and attend the final training of 2011. Oh before i go, i just wanna say a huge thankyou to PL-CLM staffs, seeing you guys being so close and harmony actually made me smiled a little. I can never feel this at Jpt. So really glad that i spent my christmas there. I used up my christmas wish for you guys to have a awesome future and goodluck in whatever you guys are doing. Christina, Changhuey, Grace, Alice, Enen. Haha, is Kelvin included? Keke.

Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about.

She is back, Joey Lim Kai Ying. Haha, She has been pestering my to blog about her so here i am to fulfill her christmas wish. Hmm, maybe not, boxing day wish! So it has been ages since i last saw her, i wonder how she looks like now. She was my bestfriend during primarysch days, i remember taking care of her when she's sick, accompany her to do stupid stuff, making her laugh like a mad woman and she will accompany me to level3. :X Haha, time flies, it has been 3 years or so since i last met her. Haha, maybe 4 years by the time you read this. Hope she is leading a good life right now and let's meet up with the rest of 6A 08'! Oh yah, i remember the Mdm Tan's deathnote case! Hahahaha. :)

Break those chains that binds me.

Merry Christmas Peeps!

Did you manage to celebrate a white christmas, if you do haha grats~ I'll be celebrating christmas alone, at home. Pathetic life i'm leading. :( Nevertheless, May your Christmas sparkle with moments of love and laughter . And may the year ahead be full of happiness and joy. Have a Merry Christmas~ :D

Btw, I missed Joey Lim Kai Ying. She is retarded. Hahaha, shall meet up soon! :P I shall post about her in my next post~

Happiness is not a destination. It is a method of life.

You know when i starts to post, it literally means that i've just wasted my time typing out those words and you've wasted your time reading it, at least till this sentence. Aiya, continue to read okay? :) So, what should i post about? Hmm.. I was thinking about it and Grace gave me a great idea, to post about her. Haha, so i'm gonnna start..... starting already ahh! So i met her on my 3rd day of work at Pepperlunch, my first impression of her was short and sort of weird. I've no idea why i think this way but yeah. So time goes by, i knew more about her. She is a great girl, she is kind, caring and cheerful? Haha, but she loves to complain how pathetic her life is, and she always thinks that she ain't pretty. LOL, cute ah. We've since became closer friends, and hopefully we wouldnt be drifted when school starts~ Blah/ i just crapped all the way, please forgive me people. :(

I cannot cry, Because i know thats weakness in your eyes.

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Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too

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So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m alot like you

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I’ll stand by you

There's a calm surrender to the rush of day.

Ha, apparently it's 4am in the morning. Going straight to sleep after doing this post. So my life is pretty much fuck up right now. My body clock system went hay-wire again. Damn, it's like 2 more weeks before school starts and it's not really time for it to happen. But afterall, who cares? Hmm, just enjoy before kick-starting a tedious year ahead. Hopefully so. So i've alot of plans for the remaining days of 2011. First of all, i've to freaking return the oversized pepper-tasted pepperlunch uniform back to the restaurant or else i can jolly well bid farewell to my omgomgomg $50. So blah// Nothing much more to say so i guess thats it? Hmm, don't miss me people. Stay tuned for next~

If you run, make sure you're running towards something. Never away.

Almost a week slacking at home, finally have a taste of what holidays are like. Hmm, not that exaggerate but yeah kinda for this year. Sleeping 5 in the morning and waking up early in the mor.. er i mean afternoon at 4 is the best feeling ever. So after rotting at home for so freaking long, i've the sudden urge to go out all day long!! I wanna go out just to walk around feeling the festive season and also have a football match or two with Dhinesh and co. Barely 3 weeks left before the school holidays ends.

In another life, i would make you stay.

Spent my last day working in pepperlunch at Liang Court. It's like less than a day and i've already began to miss it. Just how contradicting can i get? I was ranting nonstop and complaining like nobody's business when i was still in it and now when i finally quit, i miss it. Hmm, i think it's just that i'm already used to waking up early in the morning, changing into pepperlunch uniform and set off to different areas of singapore and work. It's like part of me already, it's in my blood. Although it was really tiring but i've got to admit that it was fun. I really want to thanks all of my awesome colleagues! I shall name out some, Kelvin, Ahyii, Randy, Joey, Peisi, Yingying, Jeslin(?), Auntie Jenny, Ida, Christina, Grace, Alice, Sukyun, Gracie etcetcetcetc. HAHA, and maybe the drug dealer FRANCIS, lol.

I feel so small because i can't give you anything.

It was a right decision to leave, leave when i'm still happy with the memories i had there. Everything are so unexpected that the very next minute might just destroy everything.  Leave while you're still at the top. I don't want anything to crop up and tarnish everything. It was a sudden and quick goodbye but still its coming, sooner or later.

The sudden moment of sadness hurt you even more.

Everything will be ending soon. Just bear for the next few days. Remember to be happy and smile. I'm not the one you need and deserve. I'm simply just a jerk. I'm sorry that i couldnt do anything to help the situation and get you out of this misery and instead making it worse. Sorry for everything, the pain i inflict on you. And yet again, all i want to let you know is that i do care for you and i'm sorry. Goodbye.

Don't forget me, i begged, i remember you said.

So most probably this week would be my last at pepper lunch. Really gain lots of experiences, memories and of course friends there. Somehow or rather i do miss them, especially those in jpt since it has been a long long time since i worked there. What a fruitful thing i did, never regret joining this workforce eventhough it's god god damn tiring. Goodbye my friends, hopefully somedays we'll meet again, in one way or another. :) Never thought i will say this but, PEPPER LUNCH jpt, clm, lt1, liangcourt FTW! Nah, i love mac more~ Hahaha. :>

Remember those walls i built, well baby they're tumbling down.

It's a new month, it's December. This means that holidays are left with a month to go and i've officially worked for 1 month already! Also, December means Christmas is coming~ LOL. Time don't fly, i think they took a high-speed rocket or something like that. Its like 4 weeks more to 2012, so damn pretty fast. Btw, i got my salary already! :> Hehe, another crappy post, nvm one right? Just anyhow typed only~

Someone like you.

 

I miss all my friends.

Darren Lye, Darren Ang, Jiaxiang, Dhinesh, Mathan, Yongle, Liangjun, Yilong, Farhan, Haressh. Everyone.

Bound by wild desire.

Life is pretty fuck up, i'm so freaking tired that every single day i have the urge to quit pepper lunch. It's not as if like the job is pretty good and the salary is attractive. It's just another typical part-time job that you can possibly find anywhere. Well well, don't mistook my words, i'm not complaining that the job is tough, though it is or the salary is low but i'm just so sick and tired of it. What should i do or perhaps what can i do? I have no freaking idea and not even have a single clue about it. So that should be that, i'm still ranting and not really updating my life. Bear with it, LOL.

We always have a choice.

Woke up as early as 8.30am today just to go back to school for star paper. 8am is like so freaking early for me especially it's my off day! So the star paper is one hell of a paper. It's like so many times harder than the actual exam itself. Tried to do but yeah i know, i'm so gonna flunk it like a piece of shit. And dang, off day tmr too! Hehehe, 7 more days to payday~ (:

There are things that i've lost and can never get it back.

Saying that i'm tired is an understatement, yeah i know i've been ranting nonstop on how da fuck tired i am and i know that you guys dont really give a shit. So i've been working hard everyday, and i was suppose to transfer to lot1 next week but in the end decided to turn my decision around so gonna stay put at JPT. Felt so guilty cuz i've already promised Ahyi already.:( What worse is he sent me a text saying, "Erm., u tell wai san that u don't want to transfer to lot one huh?" wah, i see le so guilty then i say idw cuz of transport problem then he reply okay, nvm then, walao make me guiltyx9898398138. Okay so, like that lor, LOL. Stay tune for my next post leh, i got only this pathetic amount of reader so you guys cannot leave, must visit frequently! :) Bye~ Heeha.

The perfect nightmare.

Just came back from work, it's damn excruciating tired for god damn sake. LOL, okay trying to act a cheem only. #epicfail But truly, it's really very very tiring to work at pepperlunch especially peak hour where you'll have to freaking stand for 4hrs and do your things without even stopping. I'm getting more and more sick of it but da money is da motivation~ LOL. Hopefully, at the end of the month, the amount as high as the mountain. :$ Okay, retarded much.

Hehaho, i'll try to update as much as i can if time allows me to. Goodbye~ :)

In another life, i'll be the one.

Time flies, it's 17th already, so what does it means? Another half more month to go before the payslip arrive. I'm like a journeyman at PL, from JPT to CLM then Lot1, really need to start and reject them before it gets out of hands and take me for granted. Woohoo, i'm loving my life right now except the fact that i'm really, really very tired. My body is like going hay-wire already and it needs some real fixing to it. Fatigue, lethargic, breakdown, damn i used up all the words i could think off already but i just couldn't describe the feeling. It's more than tired but yet i'm really, really tired. Contradicting, hmm. 

You and I.

Omg, im sucha nocturnal that after 98378748hours of work, i still sleep late everynight! Kinda stupid and this cause my dark circles to worsen. Damn shag one, someone please teach me how to cure it.:( Please~ If you're reading this, pls tell me how to.. Pathetic much, cuz i wanna wear contact lens but if this shaggy dark circles don't go away then i will become a living panda walking around. LOL. Okay, so i'm suppose to go school today for Star paper but guess what!? I'm so cool and pro that i remember the time wrongly and i set wrong alarm timing. Fuck epic, i woke up get ready wanna change to uniform then i see the paper wrong timing._. so went back to sleep in the end and went to work in the afternoon. I'm feeling pretty good right now so yah, finally posting bout' my life though its still the same old routine. Aiya, STILL GOT UPDATE RIGHT! LOL~

Still have star paper tmr, wonder if i can wake up.. :P Hahahaha, bye peppo! C:

I won't run. I won't fly. I will never make it by.

Have been working so damn hard during holidays. Getting sick of it and even have the urge to quit. But thanks to all those friendly colleagues i have, i couldn't bear too. Hahaha, okay i'm done with. :X Aiya, maybe i should close down my blog or something, no inspiration to post anymore.

Hmm, it's 2:19am, gonna attend school for Star Paper ltr. Didn't study for it so yeah, goodluck~

I don't deserve your tears.

We'll still be friends, no matter what. I'll still be the Melvin you know and you shall be the person i know. Let's just hope we can still be like in the past. :)

I would rather be the bad guy to make you feel better.

I don't mean to do that, i'm really confused and messed up. I'm lost, i'm stuck in reverse. Perhaps, i'm just too stupid to even do that. So i think what happens has happened. I'm really sorry for what i've did. Hope you find your happiness soon again. I really don't mean it, i just want you to feel better in one way or another. To make you hate me if you want to say it that way since it's the only way. Goodbye my friend. :') 

It's not over.

I really regret what i just did. But really don't mean to hurt you or whatsoever. If you're reading this, remember it's not that you suck or what but i just can't. Really hope we will still be what we used to be. Feel real bad right now, everythings so fuckup. Argh.

Stay with me, i'm so lonely.

It's 2:16am and i'm still wide awake using lappy. Mind you, i still have work on 11am tmr! Okay, nothing great nothing noble, i was #justsaying. Seriously can't wait for the payslip to come at the end of the month! Had been working so very hard for it. So how's life during holiday my dearest readers? Hmm, i doubt there are even any.. Okay can, emo attempt failed. Haha, i think i should like turn in now. Gonna update properly in times to come, till then byes~

Inside your heart and soul.

So how's life my dearest readers? I'm currently leading a very busy life. Training and my job are driving me nuts, argh!! Actually, it's not that bad but still VERY busy. Working at pepperlunch so drop-by and visit me if you've the time oh! Hmm, let's talk more about my job? So, was kinda satisfied with it. Met lots of friendly people there but sadly i gotta leave after 2 months. Hey baby, can't wait for the salary slip to come! Wooh~ Okay lah, i lazy type already, shall do it again next time! Stay tune~

I've warred with myself.

Hi people, i'm so lazy to post. Hahaha, Bye~ :D

Tell me where you wanna go.

Halloween is coming and gonna celebrate it with friends tonight~ Yeah, it's not any special or important occasion but at least it's one of the reason why we can go out and celebrate, ya know. So holidays has begun and i think i'll have the busiest holiday yet in my entire life. Cca, Star programme, job and studies. How about that for a holiday? Pretty sucks right? Argh, no choice, have to persevere. Just a short update so TREAT OR TRICK?! Hahaha, bye! :D

The sharp knife of a short life.

Updating this lil' blog of mine, sharing the lil' things i witnessed this few days. Bear with it yeah, argh actually i wonder if there is any readers but who cares, i just wanna throw my feelings here. So it has been a long week and some more coming along. Oh yah, i got back my results and yeah, it wasn't pretty and attractive but i still manage to improve my previous ones and promoted to sec4, nothing great but it's a step forward for me to do even better. Had netball inter-class on Monday, didn't took part as i was the referee's assistant, okay i did played in the end but because my class have shortage of player so yeah. After that went to Leon's house to catch Laddaland with friends. Great day and homed with Dhinesh. How about Tuesday? Hmm, went to Labrador for High rope element challenge. It was fun and memorable and till now, i still missed the flying fox. Ha, #justsaying. More than half of the class went mia so in the end we've much more time to play. Once in a lifetime experience, i had fun. So today is the da day for me to rest and slack at home. Oh gosh, excited for the upcoming Halloween event with 2n2 10' friends on Saturday.

Holding on to a love that seems so far.

Exams are over for like 3 days already, really felt the freedoms are back. Went straight out with my clique after exams. Went to causeway point for seoul garden and then watched Real Steel. It's very cool and interesting. How about human controlling a robot? Haha, i recommend it! LOL! Damn, i feel that my sentence constructing is going haywire again. Tomorrow is the day i get killed by my parents, results revealing time~ Arghh. So shall stop updating already, till then bye~

Follow me around just like a shadow.

2 more days before exam ends. Having mixed feelings to it, i wonder if i should be happy that exams has ended or sad and worried for the results. I really want to promote to sec4 no matter what. So btw, just came back from nightstudy, studied with Jiaquan for D&T and yeah his a great guy, i wonder why people hates him, like seriously.

How i wonder what you are.

Exams has already begun, really trying very hard to stuff whatever i can into my pea-sized brain. Going to study with Dhinesh later. Hope it will be a fruitful one. So apart from exams, i'm trying to play counterstrike. Okay, as usual, i'm not the the type that can ever play any online games, so just play for the fun. LOL. Haha, just a quick updates about me so seeya guys.

Near, far, wherever you are.

So what's up guys, just came back from night study. As usual, not really a fruitful one but still manage to get some notes or two. Time just gone by like this and soon it will be 2012 already. For me, sec 1 is just like yesterday thing. Damn, got to wake up my ideas and do something constructive. Chinese paper tmr, hope i can do it well! Random post, blah. So stay tune for next, i shall see you when i see you.

You cannot erase the past, you must let it go.

It's yet another boring Saturday, so how you guys are doing? For me, it's as sucky as it could be. Finished English paper yesterday and i've got the huge feeling that i'll flunk it. Pretty scary but all i can do now is pray. Sigh.

It's the first of October and let's hope it'll be way better than September.

Fly beyond your limits.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE GOH SIQI!

Yoyoyoyo mint, it has been 4 months since we became good friends. 4 months down the road, you've finally turned 14. Hopefully you will become a better person, a better friend.:P Stay strong for the rest of your life and stop emoing! Hahaha, i've got nothing to more to say already.:$ Once again, Happy Birthday!:) 

Going off to study soon. Please let me study.

Everyday seems like a dream.

If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were. Perhaps, i'm just thinking too much, it happened so long ago and i bet you've already forgot all about it. It's over, yeah it is.

Wake me up when September ends.

Hmm. I have nothing much to update but just feel like posting some shit hence i'm here. It's Jasmine's birthday on Sunday and i think El_JayAxe and melvinmakXP will buy something for Jassywissyx. But what to buy? LOL, i'm like so fucking broke. So many things to buy yet so little money to use. It's the same logic as so many thing to do yet so little time to use so yeah, understand? Yay, i manage to drag this post longer! Yay, cheers. :) 

I won't fall, even if you said i was wrong.

What a bloody day today. Jiaxiang knock his head and blood flow like a free. Check out his injury updates at my fb wall. So how's life people? I can't wait for eoy to end eventhough i don't even want to start so early. Contradict much? Yeah. So how about you people? It's time to study! I want go poly, okay can. LOL. Byes and let's hope the next post will be as soon as possible! :D

I'll be by your side, forever.

 

I don't need you to be by my side as long as i can be by your side. I don't need to be happy as long as you're happy. I don't mind being sad as long as your mind is ain't sad. I might not be perfect but to me, you're more than a perfect person.

I don't know what i'm typing. :(

You can count on me like 1,2,3.

 

It has been a long week and we can expect another one ahead. Time really flies like omg, it's fast and really intimidating. Another week gone means another week closer to exams. I'm really trying to study hard now and i wouldn't want to retain or something so hmm, it's time to study! Hey i'm kinda stuck on what to post, so let's just forget it~ Stay tune for next and peace~

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

Life pretty sucks, school's bored and exams are near. I really need to wake up from my fantasy world and start working. Eoy please be easy on me and i'll be looking forward for a long break before secondary 4 life starts. So why the fuck am i talking about stuff that is so freaking long away? Hmm, life's short, time flies. LOL!! Hahaha, stay tuned for next. Byes.

Allow me to keep the last little privilege.

Hi people, just came back from training. It has been ages since i last trained seriously. Had a great time there thanks to my soccer-mates. (: Life pretty much sucks when my life is revolving around the same daily routine. I think i should start doing my homework or else i will be so reluctant too when it reaches the weekends. Haha, ignore my crap, so seeya guys. Have a great day ahead. :D

I'll just keep on dreaming.

When you fall down, you got to pick yourself up and keep on going because sometimes there isn't going to be a person there to do it for you.

I'll be the light to guide you.

 

September holidays are here, 2011 has been going very fast. In about 4 weeks time, i will be in class taking my eoy. Thinking of that scares the fuck out of me. LOL

Yesterday went to mac with Jiaxiang, Dhinesh and Mathan for lunch. Laughed through the entire meal. After that went to Jx house, slacked and bus-ed home with Dhinesh.

Pretty redundant post, so yeah bye~ 

The stage is mine, the time of my life.

 

Celebrated Teacher's Day yesterday, it was a fun one. Met Amsyar, Dhinesh and Jiaxiang in the morning then walked to school getting ready for aces day. Aces day like a nervous, danced YMCA and Boom Boom Pow. LOL, and i epic fail, fall from the table. Hmm. Aftermath, went to hall for final practice.

After that went back to class for party! Hahaha, it was fun. Watch some performance and even danced too. And i think i can lip-sync like a pro. Cheh, kidding. :$ 

So finally, the performance for teachers day! Honestly speaking, we wasn't that great. Messy, all around the place. But nevermind, tried our best. Hehe, so didn't went back to Rulang cuz i forgot. 

End of with our photo bye!

Performance Link: http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1974276761789&comments

In you heart, i can tell you can fit one more.

No don't, don't let me go.

Because a girl like you is impossible to find.

 

Yesterday was a fun and tiring day. Did duty for the National Day Carnival at TJCC. Glad that our stall was highly-demanded and popular, we even had to reject people because we ran out of prizes. Really appreciate and love my football teammates. Hehaho.

And for some sort of reasons, my sentence structure seems weird. ._.

Where you can start to make it better.

Awkward is the word to summarize my whole week. Seems like a retard is controlling my body. Duty tmr at tjcc(?). Omg, it will be fun? Hopefully._. tsk. I'm lazy to continue. Hehaho.

My eyes, eyes only look at you girl.

 

Oh! My Goddess.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! 46TH NOW AND KEEP ON GOING!