Someone like you.

 

I miss all my friends.

Darren Lye, Darren Ang, Jiaxiang, Dhinesh, Mathan, Yongle, Liangjun, Yilong, Farhan, Haressh. Everyone.

Bound by wild desire.

Life is pretty fuck up, i'm so freaking tired that every single day i have the urge to quit pepper lunch. It's not as if like the job is pretty good and the salary is attractive. It's just another typical part-time job that you can possibly find anywhere. Well well, don't mistook my words, i'm not complaining that the job is tough, though it is or the salary is low but i'm just so sick and tired of it. What should i do or perhaps what can i do? I have no freaking idea and not even have a single clue about it. So that should be that, i'm still ranting and not really updating my life. Bear with it, LOL.

We always have a choice.

Woke up as early as 8.30am today just to go back to school for star paper. 8am is like so freaking early for me especially it's my off day! So the star paper is one hell of a paper. It's like so many times harder than the actual exam itself. Tried to do but yeah i know, i'm so gonna flunk it like a piece of shit. And dang, off day tmr too! Hehehe, 7 more days to payday~ (:

There are things that i've lost and can never get it back.

Saying that i'm tired is an understatement, yeah i know i've been ranting nonstop on how da fuck tired i am and i know that you guys dont really give a shit. So i've been working hard everyday, and i was suppose to transfer to lot1 next week but in the end decided to turn my decision around so gonna stay put at JPT. Felt so guilty cuz i've already promised Ahyi already.:( What worse is he sent me a text saying, "Erm., u tell wai san that u don't want to transfer to lot one huh?" wah, i see le so guilty then i say idw cuz of transport problem then he reply okay, nvm then, walao make me guiltyx9898398138. Okay so, like that lor, LOL. Stay tune for my next post leh, i got only this pathetic amount of reader so you guys cannot leave, must visit frequently! :) Bye~ Heeha.

The perfect nightmare.

Just came back from work, it's damn excruciating tired for god damn sake. LOL, okay trying to act a cheem only. #epicfail But truly, it's really very very tiring to work at pepperlunch especially peak hour where you'll have to freaking stand for 4hrs and do your things without even stopping. I'm getting more and more sick of it but da money is da motivation~ LOL. Hopefully, at the end of the month, the amount as high as the mountain. :$ Okay, retarded much.

Hehaho, i'll try to update as much as i can if time allows me to. Goodbye~ :)

In another life, i'll be the one.

Time flies, it's 17th already, so what does it means? Another half more month to go before the payslip arrive. I'm like a journeyman at PL, from JPT to CLM then Lot1, really need to start and reject them before it gets out of hands and take me for granted. Woohoo, i'm loving my life right now except the fact that i'm really, really very tired. My body is like going hay-wire already and it needs some real fixing to it. Fatigue, lethargic, breakdown, damn i used up all the words i could think off already but i just couldn't describe the feeling. It's more than tired but yet i'm really, really tired. Contradicting, hmm. 

You and I.

Omg, im sucha nocturnal that after 98378748hours of work, i still sleep late everynight! Kinda stupid and this cause my dark circles to worsen. Damn shag one, someone please teach me how to cure it.:( Please~ If you're reading this, pls tell me how to.. Pathetic much, cuz i wanna wear contact lens but if this shaggy dark circles don't go away then i will become a living panda walking around. LOL. Okay, so i'm suppose to go school today for Star paper but guess what!? I'm so cool and pro that i remember the time wrongly and i set wrong alarm timing. Fuck epic, i woke up get ready wanna change to uniform then i see the paper wrong timing._. so went back to sleep in the end and went to work in the afternoon. I'm feeling pretty good right now so yah, finally posting bout' my life though its still the same old routine. Aiya, STILL GOT UPDATE RIGHT! LOL~

Still have star paper tmr, wonder if i can wake up.. :P Hahahaha, bye peppo! C:

I won't run. I won't fly. I will never make it by.

Have been working so damn hard during holidays. Getting sick of it and even have the urge to quit. But thanks to all those friendly colleagues i have, i couldn't bear too. Hahaha, okay i'm done with. :X Aiya, maybe i should close down my blog or something, no inspiration to post anymore.

Hmm, it's 2:19am, gonna attend school for Star Paper ltr. Didn't study for it so yeah, goodluck~

I don't deserve your tears.

We'll still be friends, no matter what. I'll still be the Melvin you know and you shall be the person i know. Let's just hope we can still be like in the past. :)

I would rather be the bad guy to make you feel better.

I don't mean to do that, i'm really confused and messed up. I'm lost, i'm stuck in reverse. Perhaps, i'm just too stupid to even do that. So i think what happens has happened. I'm really sorry for what i've did. Hope you find your happiness soon again. I really don't mean it, i just want you to feel better in one way or another. To make you hate me if you want to say it that way since it's the only way. Goodbye my friend. :') 

It's not over.

I really regret what i just did. But really don't mean to hurt you or whatsoever. If you're reading this, remember it's not that you suck or what but i just can't. Really hope we will still be what we used to be. Feel real bad right now, everythings so fuckup. Argh.

Stay with me, i'm so lonely.

It's 2:16am and i'm still wide awake using lappy. Mind you, i still have work on 11am tmr! Okay, nothing great nothing noble, i was #justsaying. Seriously can't wait for the payslip to come at the end of the month! Had been working so very hard for it. So how's life during holiday my dearest readers? Hmm, i doubt there are even any.. Okay can, emo attempt failed. Haha, i think i should like turn in now. Gonna update properly in times to come, till then byes~

Inside your heart and soul.

So how's life my dearest readers? I'm currently leading a very busy life. Training and my job are driving me nuts, argh!! Actually, it's not that bad but still VERY busy. Working at pepperlunch so drop-by and visit me if you've the time oh! Hmm, let's talk more about my job? So, was kinda satisfied with it. Met lots of friendly people there but sadly i gotta leave after 2 months. Hey baby, can't wait for the salary slip to come! Wooh~ Okay lah, i lazy type already, shall do it again next time! Stay tune~

I've warred with myself.

Hi people, i'm so lazy to post. Hahaha, Bye~ :D