I'm gonna give all my secrets away.

So i finally felt the intense feeling that you just wanna win, you don't want and can't afford to lose. This is what i'm feeling right now. Perhaps i'm being way too serious about it but i guess this is the only time i could shine, so i can't just simply give up or whatsoever. It will be a tough fight but i believe in myself, i believe in my team.

What will you do if you've only a day left to live?

Had a long long day today. Woke up feeling ultra tired and i was so afraid that i'll be late for school. Already late for 3times this term, 1 more and i'll probably get fuck by the school. I also ran for X-country today, i thought of slacking but somehow something got into me and i actually did run. Let me tell you the fuckup feeling that i felt. I was standing at the starting line, wondering if i should run and so yeah, i decided to aim top20. LOL, the race starts and every fucking people sprinted away, it's like sian x100000 alrd, so i just kept jogging and in the end finished 46th. Pretty suck but it's okay, i don't specialize in long distance. :P After that went to queensway to collect classtee and wow i love curry chicken rice. LOL~

Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith.

Our journey had ended, we didn't achieve what we first targeted but regardless of all those highs and lows in this year's zonal, i'm sure we've bonded even more than before as a team, become a better player than before and ofcourse had fun in the process. I'm sure we had a great and enjoyable journey, we shall embark on the other one, soon. :)

One chance, one shot, let's make it right.

 

Wow, time flies, it has already been 4 years since i started playing football for Yuan Ching. I still remember when i was in sec1, my school doesn't have it's own school field and every training the team has to walked at least 20 minutes to the abandoned chinese garden field which only have 2 pathetic small goalpost. Nevermind those post but the worse thing is that the field are filled with stones and red gigantic ants. Yeah, so we survived that for a year. When i was sec2, the school field was ready to use, we was so excited but damn, how unlucky can we be? We finally have so-called our own field but ya know it has no goalpost, no white markings, no cornerflags, uneven patches of grass. Even with those limited resources, we managed to qualify for Nationals and mind you, WE DONT HAVE A COACH! NO ONE in our school knows about it, it was like a impossible thing but we managed to achieved but yeah no one knows it. Under rated, frozen out, ignored. That's soccer in yuan ching.

Sec3 was a random year for us, we didn't played well but still we tried our very best in every match. We flopped that year. So 2012 came, it was my final year in football, we was placed in a group with Jurongville. We played to our limit, our very best. Stats: Played 4 Win 2 Draw 1 Lost 1. We're left with one game, it's a do or die thing, win and we're through to next round + nationals, lose and that will be my VERY last match for Yuanching. Yuan Ching Football FIGHTING!

Somewhere there's someone that is dreaming for your smile.

Seriously who doesn't suffer from Monday Blues? Everyone do yeah?  Today sucks so much not because of anything but it's Monday. Haha, okay, that doesn't make any sense. Tests are coming, one by one. Gotta start revising or i'll be so fuckedup. Before i end this, i just wanna say i feel drifted from you guys and i don't know what to do about it.

We can't plan life. All we can do is be available for it.

Damn it has been a long long time since i updated my blog. So how did you spent the past few weeks people? I bet your life are filled with homeworks, tests, remedials, ccas and other commitments. Yeah, it has been a fatigue year and i guess it will be the same for the rest of it. Seeing so many people busy, i wonder whats wrong with me like seriously, really really have to start working but no, i just can't, as if something is stopping me. LOL, fuck the laziness. I'm so freaking lazy to continue, so LOL bye. Pretty fuckedup post.