The choice i made yesterday was the reason for who i am today.

Hey people,

FYI

I'm not dead yet! Sorry for not updating this little blog for so long! I was so busy trying to complete my coursework and when i'm home, i'm dead tired.

Spare me a thought! I love you readers!

Don't ever leave me cuz i'll be sad.

:(

I WILL UPDATE SOON! PERHAPS OVER THE WEEKENDS! YAY! 

Do you think time would pass me by?

Hey fellow homosapiens, back to blogging now! I didn't blog yesterday because i was so tired and my mind wasn't functioning the right way so i decided not to post any crap. I will do my last day challenge below, do check it out.

Btw, today's topic is, "One Person You Can Trust.".

To be honest, i really wonder if i can trust anyone around me. It's not like i'm being a bastard for not believing in people but it's just that the world is so complicated right now and i actually pondered if the people around me are real. It's sort of like, when you're outside, you're living for yourself.

Still, i believe, hopefully i can trust on is

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Dhinesh isnotDhinesh

Yeah, it's him. Although for some reasons, we drifted so much.............. but i still believe if i have anything to share, he will be the first to know. I shared lots of memories with him and it's really so much so that it's impossible for me to blog it out. I just wanna say that i'm so glad to found a friend like him. I wanna thank him for everthing. He is facing some relationship problem right now and i hope he read this, You can’t lose what you never had. You can’t keep what’s not yours. And you can’t hold on to something that doesn’t want to stay. Time will be the best medicine for you, just move on and live on like the Dhinesh i always knew. Sigh, i don't think he will ever read this but it's okay. :')

So here you go, the person i can trust. Don't get misunderstood by this post, i still trust people, but to a certain extent. Some i can really trust, some are just a time bomb ready to explode. 

My clique consists of a huge number of people but how many can i trust? 2, 3? LOL... School is starting in like 2 days time, and here's a gif for my dearest school,

Stay tune for more excitement, hehe bye!

A thousand lies has made me colder.

Heard that the TJCC football team won their last match 9-0 and will be contesting in the Finals this Friday! Although i'm not in the team anymore, but i don't think it will make any differences cuz i think i'm not even needed! Okay lah, i not so positive. Obviously i feel a little gutted but too bad, things just don't go my way. All the best and good luck, i think they are a great team filled with wonderful players!!

I shall continue with my days challenge since i'm left with 2 days! 

Today's topic is... "Two Things You Wish You Could Do!"

yay! lol....

Lot of things that i wanna try doing but for some reasons, i don't have the chance to~ Sad life i'm leading. :( Le sigh..

I wish i could,

Sing & Rap!

This may sound embarrassing but i think i should not hide this cruel truth. I can never sing on tune.. LOL. First of all, i think that my sound sounds like crap and there's something wrong with my throat and diaphragm...... For the rap part, i can't catch the beat.... :( Aiya i very pathetic sia.

Travel to London

The main reason for me to go there is because of my dream. I wanna visit Stamford Bridge which is apparently located in London. So what's Stamford Bridge, you might wonder. Basically it's a stadium and Chelsea FC is the tenant. :$ My life aim is to watch Chelsea play live and i swear by hook or by crook i must go there when i grow up! Another reason is cuz, i want to learn British accent. :X

So here you go!

I think it's quite lame :X but it's okay ~.~

Btw, i was thinking of what should i do when i grow up and i finally came to a conclusion that............... i wanna be a motion graphic designer. LOL, i know it's kinda random but people that don't know me, i'm actually super interested in film making/video production! So yeah, i think it will be so great if i could do something i love in the future!! Hehehe. 

Before i end off the entry, gonna show you how i always dance at home!

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 Body wave~~~~ lol

BYE! STAY TUNE FOR MORE!

The pain that never hides, a reflection from inside.

Oh god, i just spent an hour plus trying to change the blog template.White is just a little tad too boring so, may the yellow zap up your life! Don't you think yellow is so vibrant???????? ~.~

Well, the main point of me blogging is obviously trying to do the days challenge again so i should wait no further!! Today's topic is........... wait i forgot LOL, i go check. :X

ITS, "3 Words You Can't Go A Day Without!!!"

LOL, i literally forgot what's the topic about, don't judge!

So without further ado, let's welcome the 3 holy words that i used everyday!!!  

Fuck 

Although i always tried my best to prevent myself from using vulgarities, but i always ended up letting my mouth get the best out of me. :$ It will simply just come out from my mouth without me knowing. Aiya, i think alot people are always suffering from this. It's a misfortune. :( Btw, please don't get misunderstood, the fuck in my dictionary does not have any meaning, it's just a supportive word to make my sentence complete. Some examples are "Fuck lah, damn hot sia." and "Stay the fuck calm.". You see, i don't take fuck as an offensive word. :$

Hungry

I'm hungry. Are you hungry? I'm not hungry. LOL. I'm always hungry so it's a hint for me to use on my parents to buy some food back. :$ Not much to explain but the main point is that i'm always hungry and i'm hungry now. I've just used it 6 times.

Sigh, i think this entry very boring.... and i know this was in your mind when you was reading through my first and second point. RIGHT!!!??

SORRY :( I think i'm a bad blogger 

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FRET NOT

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Cuz i'm trying my very best to improve on blogging and perhaps after some time,

MY ENTRIES WOULD NOT BE AS POOR AS THIS.

You gotta give me some time, aye!

OKAY BACK TO POINT, LAST ONE

Wait

I think this is why i'm always procrastinating. I like to take forever to get something done. REGARDLESS OF WHAT IT IS. Eating, studying, bathing, typing, talking, running @#$%^&* many many more and the list will go all the way to Malaysia if i would to list it all out. Sigh, this explains the fuckedupness in me.

I'm done! I will try to change so don't judge me! :(  I'm also a typical teenager out there~ Stay tune for my next post yeah! Till then! :D

Is there clarity in this insanity?

Hello. If you were expecting to see the days challenge then i'm sorry to say YES, YOU WILL BE SEEING THE DAYS CHALLENGE! I'm sorry if you think i'm lame and that sentence was utter pointless. :( I'm just lazy to make a picture so i will just start! It's Day 7 already! 3 more to go after this. 

The topic for today's challenge is *drum roll~* FOUR MEMORIES! :( Why am i so retardy.....

I have alot of memories some memorable and some that i totally detest a whole lot. Here are some of those that will always be part of me.

CP.

If you were wondering what's a CP, it's basically a short cut for the term Carpark. LOL, yeah it is. So you must be wondering what kind memory will there be in a carpark right? Let me tell you this, it contains lots of unforgettable memories there. I still rememeber when i was in lower secondary, my clique and i will go to the multi storey carpark near my school for a game of catching or two. Fyi, it's really very lame but it was totally worth it. That game makes our clique for we are today. Look at both Darrens, how fit are they now. I also remember Mathan, he was really fat :x but ever since he played that game, he actually became thinner and even become fitter. I joined later than them and escaped from lots of trouble though, but nevertheless it was really very exciting and i will never forget for times to come. We have since stopped going there.......

Primary 6.

I guess everyone somehow missed those days where you hang out with your primary school buddies after school or remedials yeah? I'm very fortunate to had met great people when i was in my primary school. Although we had somehow stopped contacting already, but i'll always remember those precious times we met together. Spending our weekends in school from morning to afternoon for remedials and fooling around in class. So much to recall, so much so that i can't remember already. :X LOL! :$

Training for Sports Day.

After losing dramtically last year, my team were so determined to get the right results again. We went to the stadium at least once a week like months before the event. Although we can be really lazy and stuffs, we never failed to do what we were supposed to do, to train. Ever since the first practice, we didn't look back and the rest were history. :)

Tanjung Piai

Just ignore our fuckedup face (okay maybe mine) and focus on the main point will you!

It was a great camp as it was my first overseas trip with my class and it's also the time where we actually bonded. It was also the last camp where 2N2'09 are together as one. I still remember how disgusting the toilets were and we had to rushed to bathe whenever the trainers released us. Imagine 70+ people fighting for 2 cubicles to bathe? Haha, many things were done there although i was half blind cuz i lost my specs on the first day of the trip. -.-

So these are the 4 i can think of right now! It wasn't interesting but hope you are able to read till at least this sentence! :) I'm thinking of blogging something more special in the future so any ideas? :) Stay tune for Day 8! Till then!

While we are postponing, life speeds by.

Watching time gone by day by day, school is going to start in a week time. I wonder how much am i prepared for school... Day 6 of my 10 days challenge, here is it.

5 thing i can't live without.

1 - Laptop.
I'm such a computer freak, i gotta go online everyday regardless rain or shine. It basically fufill all my daily needs, social network, movies, dramas, songs etcetc. It's such a essential item in my life. It's a must.

2 - Macdonalds.
It's my favourite food and it'll always be as long as Double McSpicy doesn't get out of their menu. Omg, speaking of chicken makes me so hungry right now.

3 - Football.
It's my passion, it's my life. 'Some people believe football is a matter of life and death, I am very disappointed with that attitude. I can assure you it is much, much more important than that.' This is so strong. Football is an important sport to any countries. Just look at Singapore, it might not be a world class team but how many people here loves watching soccer? Remember the rival we had with Malaysia? 50000 people at the stadium rooting for our country? It's a sport that brings people together, regardless of any race. I love football, always will, always were.

4 - Music.
Imagine a world without music. How plain and boring it'll be? Music can somehow defines our emotions and in times of need, it could also cheer us up. Music is strong. Everything is better when music is up and running.

5 - Family.
Although i don't share a super close relationship with my parents, but i know they have been very supportive towards me. We might argue or disagree from time to time, but blood is thicker than water, we're still family at the end of the day. Same goes to my sister. I love my family and it is my pillar of strength.


6 - Handphones.
Yeah, i might not pick up your calls :$ but i'm sure i'll reply texts if you were to send me any~ A platform to contact me therefore one of the things i can't live without. :)

Sorry for all the delays to my challenge, hopefully my readers are still reading my blog. I always have the feeling that i don't have any readers and it totally diminish my urge to blog. Hopefully i have some, loyal ones. :) Stay tune for Day 7! :)

Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face.

Hey people! It has been a long time since i last updated thus stopped doing those days challenge abruptly. So if you've been wondering what i've been doing, it's just that i'm busy watching football all day long so i hope you could pardon me for it? :$ Hehehe, fret not people, i'll be continuing this. It's not-quite-the-day5 challenge today, so here we go!!

Currently!
1 - Here Without You - 3 Doors Down (Boyce Avenue Cover)
If you're curious, this is my blog song. :$ So Boyce Avenue is really a talent, love his smoothing voice! It's a beautiful song sung by a beautiful vocalist. The original was great too, just that i prefer Boyce Avenue rendition of this song~

2 - Electric Shock - f(x)
Hi, i love to listen to Kpop, i don't understand those people that loves to judge those poor Koreans whom are trying their best effort to contribute to the world by producing good music. Their talent, dedication and determination are second to none yet so many still criticize them for being fake, plastic surgery, auto-tune. Wtf? How much you know about them? If they really were to go for plastic surgery, it's all because of all those judgemental people like you whom loves to judge. And furthermore, what makes you think they are fake? Just because they look better than you? LOL. OKAY FUCK OUT OF TOPIC. This song is so addictive, those vibes that the song gives out are ~.~ LUNAAA~

3 -  Monster - Big Bang
Hey~~~ I'm not finish, even if they go for plastic surgery, they still produce good music so why complain? Not like their songs are repeating Baby for a thousand times and get 750 millions views. LOL, i know that guy is producing good music now too, so~  i was just giving an example. Fuck la. Tbh, i don't know why i'm addicted to it but i just have to play it whenever i'm listening to music.

4 - 不具名的悲伤 - 罗志祥 (Anonymous Sadness - Show Luo)
LOL, how can i not be addicted to my idol's song. :$ I always enjoy his ballads, no idea why. You guys should listen to it!!!

5 - Pororo Theme Song
YA PORORO DA! OMG, it's like cute x18765434567. It's playing on repeat whenever i'm using my lappy and my message tone is also this!! Hahaha, kyeopta!!


6 - Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day
It's an old song but good song never gets old. LOL, for some reason the song has got no climax but somehow it's nice and addictive. Perhaps you could give it a try?

I'm done! So this is currently the songs that i'm addicted to. Not all-time! Haha, yeah so don't judge! Stay tune for Day 6! :))

The innocent can never last.

Gonna turn in right after this post so gonna rush through it! I think i will struggle with this topic cuz i think i don't really have alot of fears or whatsoever. Day 4, 7 fears/phobias here we go!

1 - Snakes. I  have a phobia for snakes, 100% absolute fact. I think it's super disgusting especially those scales and those pea-sized eyes. Oh god, it's really really very disgusting.

2 - Haircut. I really scared to go for a haircut although i would always cut my hair once i feel my hair is out of shape. But the sad truth is that, whenever i go to a salon or barber, i'll feel as if i'm going into a lion den cuz i'm so scared my hair will be ruin or something. :$

3 - Hot weather. I just can't stand hot weather, just like anyone else.

 God damn it, i'm stuck.....

4 - Backstabbers. Nowadays, it's hard to really have a true friend that you really really trust. I don't even know if i have any good friend to be honest. :( I hope i don't have any backstabbers though. Hate this type of hyprocrite son of a bitch that put up a facade infront of you and then bitch about you when you're not around. They are cunning.

5 - Ghost. I don't really know if i'm really afraid of it but let me tell you, i'm already having goosebumps typing this out! Haha, perhaps i am, aiya can't blame me right!? I'm all alone typing this at 3.30am! So yeah, i'm afraid it will possess, haunt me or something. But i think if you don't interfere with them, they won't do anything to you, so yah~ LOL~

6 - Furry stuffs. LOL, i'm not scared of some crappy stuff toy but i am towards like hmm, cats or dogs. LOL, i think those furs around them are disgusting thus i'm afraid.:( I remember once, i went to my friend house and there was a dog and when the moment i stepped in, it wanted to lick me or smth and fuck it, i ran and the dog chased me down the whole house. LOL, but thanks to my holy fast speed, the dog gave up and just stared at me and i was like ~.~. I looked gay here.

7 - To go army. It's not because i'm afraid of the tough training neither am i scared of leaving my home. IT'S JUST BECAUSE if i would to enlist into army, i will have to shave my hair off. LOL! It will be such a huge blow to someone who is so vain. <- (Day 4 of the challenge, mentioned vain 4 times.) I know hair will grow back, don't scold me. :(

I'm done and this is by far the worse i ever did. I'm trying so hard to think of any fears. Sigh, it's crappy but hopefully you will enjoy in one way or another. Tmr challenge will be, "Six songs that you're addicted to." 5th day, stay tuned! Oh yeah, don't judge!

To be right where you are.

When i started off doing this challenge, i never thought i would continue after the first day but look where i am now! It's the 3rd day!! HEEYAA, 8 things that annoys me.. hmm.

1 - Gloryhunters. I swear nothing is more disgusting than a gloryhunter, i hate plastic fans more than anything else. If you support a team, at least make an effort to know your team! Don't be like ahh yeah Euros are coming out, i'm supporting Brazil! -.- And please don't support teams just for the sake of it. Thanks, omfg only the first point and i feel so annoyed already!

2 - Over usage of dialect on the internet. Okay, maybe it's just my own problem but i just feel annoy when i encounter such things. Swee bo? I think you damn ehsai sia, but i bochup. Jitao bang wall and die sua. LOL, WTF, i've no idea what did i just typed.

3 - Mathematics. It has always been an annoying thing to me, always will, always were. Fuck all algebras, equations, axis, angles, tangent, right angle, triangle. WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT FROM ME.

4 - Picking up phone calls. Maybe it's just me but damn, i really don't like to pick up calls. Perhaps you could send a text and i'll reply you, okie? Text me, maybe?

5 - Melvin lovesyouforeverandeverandeverandever. Holy shit! Why can't you just use your real name!!!? It's so freaking irritating. Okay sorry, just my opinion. :(

6 - When a huge gust of wind makes my hair messed up. I'm vain. Don't know must emphasize how many times. :$

7 - Brainwasher. They go around telling people whats in their mind and then expect them to follow his/her thoughts. They could pretty much brainwash almost everything, from your your mindset to your choices. Some even brainwash others to tarnish your reputations. Some people are like that. They think that own the world.

8 - Petty people. I don't hate but feel just a little annoyed when people just get all so worked up and pissed over a trival matter. It's like hey come on, what's wrong!? Whether the gentleman is capable or not, he is loved all the same; conversely the petty man is loathed all the same. True?

Haha, done. This is by far the hardest challenge i did. Maybe it's due to fact that i'm so kind and nothing really annoys me to the point that i feel pissed. Perhaps only the gloryhunters factor really has taken it's toil as it's so so so irritating! So that should be that, stay tune for the 4th day challenge which is, "Seven fears/phobias." 

What is there to really fear?

Ahhh, it's the 2nd day! Oh god, it's only the second day!? I'm already feeling so lazy to continue... :P Hahaha, 9 THING I DO EVERYDAY, GO!

1 - Switch on my laptop. I'm super duper computer freak, nah, i just have to switch on the laptop everyday to check my fb, twitter and mails. If i don't, i'll feel uneasy and as if i have not finish doing something. An emptiness in me if i don't in short. LOL!

2 - Go to www.goal.com/en. Haha, as you know i'm sucha a football freak so i have to go and check the latest and hottest news about my favourite team! 

3 - Eat meat. I'm carnivorous. I LOVE TO EAT CHICKEN BTW! <3

4 - Look into the mirror and touch my hair. Sorry, like what i said in my previous post, i'm super duper vain and i love to touch my hair so gah, i do it everyday. :( 

5 - Listening to music. Yeah, when i'm bored i would just open window media player and click play, haha and you know this logic? "Cutie melvin is always bored." So yeah, i listen to music everyday cuz i'm bored.

6 - Crack my bones. LOL, the first thing i will do when i wake up is to crack my backbone, then my neck when i sit down. Afterwards, i would then crack my fingers and knee or whatever joints you could think of.

7 - Kick a ball. So i have this football at my house and i will always kick it, idk why but i would if i see it. This caused lots of broken glasses in my house. LOL!

8 - Trying to rap in Korean. LOL, this is pretty bullshit and embarrassing but yeah. Whenever i'm listening to some kpop songs, there will be a part where there is rap and i will without fail trys to rap together. LOL, always fail but nvm. Practice makes perfect! ^.^ <- gay emoticon btw.

9 - Hoping it'll be a better day tomorrow. You know humans always live with regrets and we often realise what we had lose after it's gone. Many problems we faced, so yeah, may tomorrow be a better day. 

I'm done, LOL kinda crappy but hope you enjoyed! Yet again, don't judge me. :) I was just joking about me being lazy to continue~~~ Stay tune for Day 3 challenge, "Eight Things That Annoys You." Bye peeps! :DD

What's worth fighting for?

Hey fellow homosapiens, so here i am presenting you the first day of my 10 DAYS CHALLENGE! LOL, okay lame. So here we go!!!

1 - I love Chelsea more than you love to sleep. Sounds very legit okay! I'm a very loyal and hardcore (if you would call it) fan of my favourite team! I can sacrifice my sleep to watch them play regardless if they win or lose. I can pretty much go emo for a week if they lose and yeah i love them. <3 KTBFFH!

2 - I am super vain. Okay, this is so disturbing. Somehow i felt so gay typing this out. I've no idea why but god damn it i'm vain like a bitch. :( Sorry, i should change this bad personality, I'M A BOY COME'ON.

3 - I touch my hair 10times per second. LOL, i'm exaggerating things but it's true that i've a super bad habit of touching my hair for no apparent reason. It's like i keep thinking it's messy and i can't control my hand as it move toward my head so blah, :(

4 - I flip my fringe like Justin Bieber. Bitch please, i know there's not a need to use Justin Bieber but yeah i flip my fringe. AND NO, YOU'RE WRONG. I don't do this to act cool but it's for my cutie fringe to stop blocking my vision and to "put" it back in place. I'm a neat person. :>

5 - I dance randomly. This is sad. I love to dance but the sad truth is that i don't know how to. AH AH AH, I know you inside thinking i act only, know how to dance over here act dont know! RIGHT!? Back to topic, so i dance to random music especially when i'm on the high. ~.~

6 - I secretly think that i look like Show Luo. FUCK YOU, I KNOW YOU LAUGHING INSIDE NOW. Eh seriously lah, i fucking serious please. Alot people say so leh and whenever someone says it, i'll be like ~~~.~~~ super happy inside. Sigh, pathetic, NEXT!

7. I love British accent. OH HALO THERE~ Okay fail impersonating of british accent. I know alot people prefer the American accent but ya' know that the British accent is way so much sexier!! HUH!! :@

8. I love to read maps. I know you think i very lame but no choice i'm lame. Sigh, no idea why i just love to find countries on the map then see the capital then see which country is near to which. This is super random.

9. I hate maths. My nemesis, Maths! I swear maths is one heck of a subject and i can never, unfortunately pass it. No matter what, regardless i just can't. I rather run 10000km then do a maths worksheet. Kidding. ~.~

10. Fast food is my life. Oh god, who doesn't? From macdonals to kfc etcetcetc. I eat it on the average of more than twice a week. When i have nothing to do, i'll just 67773777 or i'll go down and grab some double mcspicy. So hell yeah, fastfood is so yumyum!

OH I FINISHED MY CHALLENGE. Well, it's just the first day! Stay tune for the 2nd day challenge which is, "9 Things You Do Everyday." Btw, DON'T JUDGE ME YOU SON OF A BITCH JUDGEMENTAL PIECE OF SHIT. :( Joking la! Hahaha.

I love you, baby i'm not a monster.

I think 30 days challenge is way too much for me especially for someone as lazy as me so here we go, the 10 DAYS CHALLENGE. LOL. I really have no idea why i wanted to do this, maybe i really had run out of idea on what to post anymore, my life is super extraodinary boring and there's nothing much for me to elaborate about, so you can't blame me for not able to at least trash out something, i'm lifeless. ~.~ So, i would start this challenge....... perhaps not so soon :p, haha aiya i lazy lah, the next post shall be the Day 1 post so teehee bye!

Even if the skies get rough.

The picture just depicts what i've been doing for this holiday and perhaps since even the last December holidays! Hell yeah, it's RUNNINGMAN! I swear no variety show has ever attracted me as much as this! The cast are so super duper damn fucking funny and the guests are also way so cool! In other words, to make it short, this show will never disappoint their viewers. Weeks after weeks of fun, exciting and funny surprises! Yoo Jaesuk, Ji Sukjin, Kim Jongkook, Gary, Haha, Song Jihyo, Lee Kwangsoo, Song Joongki, Lizzy hwaiting!

LOL, i know that whole chunk of paragraph was crappy, but hell yeah if you haven't started watching it, YOU SHOULD PEOPLE! Totally mesmerized by the show. ~.~

Hey June don't be afraid~ I meant, Jude. LOL

Oops sorry for da effects! :3

Hey it's June and it's like half year into 2012 already. I still remember some stupid resolutions that i did during the start of the year and i guess i fulfill none of it, aiya who really will do it man? I doubt there is any... So recently, i found myself super damn lazy! I procrastinate from the very moment i woke up from my 12hours sleep and then i will literally do nothing for the rest of the day and dang i wasted a day. SO, WHAT SHOULD I DO? :<

Recently, LOL not really recently but 3 days ago, i went to participate this 7 a side football tournament with my TJCC T-Net team and LOL we won gold. It was so unexpected cuz all of the teams were like so hardcore.. some were from the s league etc. So at the start i just treat it as a friendly match then WOAH we scored the first goal and then things get started~ Yet again, it was so unexpected and it was my BIRTHDAY! 30TH MAY! Yay, thank you everyone who make an effort to wished me on fb or twitter!! Also, those that gave me presents and celebrated with me! LOVE YOU GUYS! <33

ANOTHER THING! Sorry team for not able to play for the last game! SORRY!

Why am i stranded in this loveless place?