Fits in like it was meant to be.

HEY IT'S 5AM AND WHY AM I DOING HERE!!!????? Apparently my 'sleepless night' button was triggered by some asshole out there............... Since i can't sleep i shall update this lifeless, soulless, dead blog! Why not? :D Btw, i realised whenever i want to blog, my mind will be totally blank and when i'm lazy, so many ideas and inspirations. So how??? I really want to blog but my mind now is totally blank.............

OKAY I'M GOING TO BLOG ABOUT MY HOLIDAY JOB

So if you've been wondering what have i been doing during the holidays, i'm actually busy working, earning hard-earned cash. :( I work for average 8-12+hours per day. Although it's really really tiring, but i enjoyed the process while working with my colleagues. It didn't happen for my previous job at pepper lunch. Perhaps it's because i have DarrenS and co. around this time but really, i met better people at my current workplace. LOLOL fuckedup i realised i can no longer type in proper english and form a proper sentence........................................ omfg this is so depressing.... OH YA, i forgot to tell you that i'm actually working at Hyatt as an all-rounder(literally). I do everything. There will be times i will have to go outside like the Irish Embassy to host a buffet event or stuck in the hotel during weddings or such. I actually became stronger after working HAHA. So moral of this post, i'm loving my job HOWEVER i'm feelling really tired already. I might decide to quit or continue even if the school term starts. It all depends on my result.. So yeah, i will elaborate more about my job when i leave Hyatt so this shall be a brief introduction(i insist) of my job. Seeya! Stay tune, i promise i will produce better material in the future(and also improve my typing tsktsk must be lack of practice since i no longer have the time to use the computer for long.) KEKE BYE

If you walk away, i would fade.

I came across this gif a few months back and it really triggered my feelings, i mean it gave me lots to think about. Especially my family. What if one day my parents are longer with me? We often forget that as we grow, our parents grow too.

The older we get, the more desires we have and we come to a point that we can do anything in order to achieve it, and in the process, hurting our parents. I don't know if it happens to anyone but it happened to me. I hated how my mother gave me so little freedom even though i'm already 16 but i overlooked the fact that i will always be the only little small kid in her eyes and what she did was just trying to 'protect' me, well it might sounds so corny but yes, it really was. I remembered i told my mother that i hated her so much and i never really treat her as my mum. Okay wtf, i know i'm stupid and fuckedup but i was really sorry and felt so fucking regretful after that incident. I really didn't mean what i said but i know my mother understands it to so yay! OKAY SO moral of the story, don't take your parents for granted cuz one day they will no longer be on our side and we will be left all alone to face this cruel society. Just imagine life now without your mum. It would be so terrible. Make them happy and proud while you still can. Life's short, live it worthwhile. This does not apply only to your parents, your siblings and your love ones too ya' know? Alright, i know my story is no big deal as compared to other worser cases out there but i genuinely wanted to share this to everyone. Main point is, don't let the moment of rashness makes you regret for the rest of your life. We only live once, so do our parents.

EH, i suddenly feels that the whole chunk of shit i typed didn't link much to the gif leh, like 40% only.......... but it's true okie.. See you when i see you, stay tune! Bye~