I thought that perhaps i should do an entry since i have not done so in 2013 and i'm kinda bored right now! Sec 5 is one hell of a level, i mean the gap, the gap between 4N and 5N is really huge. I actually doubt myself. I don't think i'm cut out for this. My teachers told me that it's inevitable that i will flunk my O's, looking at the grades i got for N levels. Apparently, a pass is never enough, perhaps i really made the wrong choice to come back for sec5. Looking at previous years results actually demoralised me. Statistics might just be numbers but it won't go wrong, it has proven it over the years.
Yes, i know i have to work hard for what i want but is it enough? I really have no idea...
