I was blown away, what could i say.

SO I'M BACK! 4 more days to my birthday and i hope something would happen. SO it's the first day of HOLIDAY but i think it won't be a enjoyable one cuz i must go back to school almost everyday for the first week to complete my oh-damn-it coursework and also i must at least do some revision right! I doubt so though! :X Holidays are pretty much procrastination-packed so hell yeah, goodluck to me. LOL I find it kinda retard typing out this embarrassing post..

But even the sun sets in paradise.

It will be the last day of school tmr and i will enter this June holidays having this shitty mixed feeling. If i would to enjoy and procrastinate the holidays away, i will definitely fail my N's with flying colours and there goes my everything, LOL. BUT, if i would to try and do some revision which i believe i couldn't, i might just be able to make it, haha, i must do it, i don't have a choice actually. Okay sorry, i know this post is so "You don't say.". :( For once, my wish is to be able to focus and perhaps... blah i should not think that far.

Tables turned, and I'm the one who's burning out.

I was told that nothing has changed but i'm not so dumb to feel nothing. I told myself, it's just a simple and inevitable transition period, but things are just not the way. I wonder if i'm the only one who is thinking way too much or it's just that i could not face the fact that things isn't the same anymore. Sigh, perhaps, i should learn to adapt, to suit the surroundings, the surroundings that i don't enjoy to be in. I really wish i could reverse time just for me to mesmerize the happy past. Seems like i'm wishing for something there will never fulfill again..

Every picture has an untold story.

What a cold day today, woke up feeling as if i'm sleeping inside an igloo. So i'm supposed to study today and hopefully i would. Speaking of this, don't you feel this awkward feeling/moment when you rather be bored to death then actually taking out your notes to study? Yeah, procrastination for the win i guess. Oh c'mon i need to do something productive now, by eating my god damn brunch. LOL, i haven't even brush my teeth.

I want you to move on, so i'm already gone.

It has been a heck of a time since i last seated down on this table trying to rack my brain to post some idiotic life stories of mine. Alot of bad things happened for the past few weeks, so much so that it's getting out of hand, literally. I don't know what's with me but something is just not right. Actually, i guessed everyone are also going through this shit process yeah? This, "wtsmanidontknowwhat'swrongbutidontfeelgood" syndrome. Not good, far from being good.