I was told that nothing has changed but i'm not so dumb to feel nothing. I told myself, it's just a simple and inevitable transition period, but things are just not the way. I wonder if i'm the only one who is thinking way too much or it's just that i could not face the fact that things isn't the same anymore. Sigh, perhaps, i should learn to adapt, to suit the surroundings, the surroundings that i don't enjoy to be in. I really wish i could reverse time just for me to
mesmerize the happy past. Seems like i'm wishing for something there will never fulfill again..
