The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.

I got back my results. I was overjoyed and surprised that i passed my maths, i did it, i finally did it. There's even something better, i passed my science and that means i passed all my subjects. These are the subjects that i didn't even think i would pass, not even in my dreams. With these, i passed my N levels. I'm promoted to Sec5 but here comes the big question, 'am i really ready for it?', a normal human being that knows me would tell me NO but do i reallly have a choice? I didn't qualify for Higher Nitec since i got a grade 5 for maths and to qualify i need a 4. So near yet so far, i thought i did enough, but in the end not good enough. I finally passed my maths but it comes to nothing. If i don't go sec5 what's left is Nitec. I wonders if it's right to go there, not that it's a stigma to the society or what but is that what i really want? Study hard to try pass but end up in Nitec again. Pftt, my life is fucked and complicated. How? I don't have a single clue.

People always say a teacher will affect our future and yes i agree with it. I'm really lucky to have met many good teachers just that i didn't appreciate it. Sigh. One of the best teachers i won't forget is Ms Leron. She's really very caring and will never give up on us. If she did give up on me 2 years back, i doubt i will be here today. A good teacher can inspire hope, ignite the imagination, and instill a love of learning. When i saw the statuses she posted, i really felt touched. I mean she's just a teacher and i didn't expect her to put in so much efforts and feeling into us. Hey Ms Leron, the fact is 'Thank you for being in our class. Thank you for letting yourself to be into our lives. Thank you for being you.' I don't think i will forget you haahaha, not in the near future!