Try and fail, but don't fail to try.

I've always thought failure of achieving something will result in letting people around me down, but recently i realised that i'm actually letting myself down instead. My N's results are to be release next Monday and i'm kinda having mixed emotions to it. On one hand i'm excited to know what grades did i get and which path i could choose for my post-secondary life however, on the other hand i know that i didn't do the best i could for the papers and what's worse is that i felt like i flunked my papers and the thought of me failing makes me really really depressed and sad... Yeap, i know it's not the time to regret and there's really no one i can blame except myself right? Not enough efforts, not enough determinations, i deserve to fail. It's just like Deja Vu, i didn't do well for my PSLE, i didn't met the expectations people had on me and i end up in N(A) and well, i'm not saying that it's not good but if only i did better, i wouldn't be so bothered about this now.. I think it's just part of me, just one phrase to describe me, under-performing dude. All i can do now is to pray and hope for miracle, i don't ask for much, just a pass will do.

So since the night is still young, i've decided to cotinue my vlog which was halfway done. Stay tune okie peeps! Visit my youtube channel at HERE